I have been allowing myself to be an a distressing relationship with someone who wants to be able to abuse me like I'm his girlfriend but won't even make the commitment to be my boyfriend.
Last night was just sickening; I would go as far as saying it was borderline rape. I hate that but I told him all day I didn't want to play he was drunk and still drinking and kept trying to turn it around on me and tell me I told him I wanted to...
I hate where I am at and I hate that allowed something as simple as role playing turn into a real life dilemma.
Idk. And I ruined my morning I ate :
1/2 a bag of steamed potatoes and butter herb 150 Cals
1 bowl of gluten free rice cereal 230 Cals
I hate me.
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